Uncertainty

Sometimes I wonder why certain things happen, and at what point we went wrong.

But then, one doesn't really get to choose. And one cannot predict what will happen. Often, you will be taken by surprise and things happen which you would have never imagined, for which you were never mentally prepared. That's life; tough and cruel, mysterious and inexplicable.

Its easy to argue and say nothing is impossible. May be true, but not always I guess.

The only possible consolation is that you can tell yourself, 'what if...' and relive those memories.

Never thought I would be writing something like this, and that it would be so difficult to read my own mind. Its easy for an outsider to smirk, 'he/she has everything one can ask for'. But sadly, no one can see what you go through, everyday. 

Poverty

It was a cold day with an uncanny whiff of warmth. There were lots of people around, but they didn’t matter. We silently prayed for more sunshine and fondness, memories and experiences, lunches and dinners, an endearing talk, a long and unending conversation, a comforting touch, and a lasting hug. Often, we don't realize how poor we really are, and how painful this poverty is. 

Future

No, it cannot be this way for long. There has to be a way to make things work.

There cannot be a room with no doors. Life cannot be so unfair. 

Few Questions

What do you do when you need

To cry yourself to sleep every night?

To pray that a miracle'll set things right?

How do you row your boat upstream

Against the tide that has capsized your dream?

Against the storm that's turned off the light? 

An Update

Highs and lows. How things change, so quick. 

Reading your older posts is therapeutic - it makes you believe you can survive the lows, yet again.