Few Questions

What do you do when you need

To cry yourself to sleep every night?

To pray that a miracle'll set things right?

How do you row your boat upstream

Against the tide that has capsized your dream?

Against the storm that's turned off the light? 

An Update

Highs and lows. How things change, so quick. 

Reading your older posts is therapeutic - it makes you believe you can survive the lows, yet again.

Unforgettable evening

I can never forget this evening. Had the most awesome and learning walk near the shore with my mentors in full flow - philosophical and introspective.

I don't want to put this up like a status message on facebook. Its something i'll treasure my entire life - so I don't want random comments spoiling my taste.

A continuation of introspection

(probably the last in the series)

We love to believe that people around us think like us - react like us. Or like we want them to. There exist people who can realize and live in an atmosphere of hostility and there are others who'd rather escape.

Everyone is alone in a tiny boat sailing through a huge ocean; holding on till the time waves will eventually take over. And eventually, they must take over. Its just how much time you survive without struggling with the waves; or how much water you are able to displace with your oars.

Looking forward to less serious thoughts in future. I hope my brain's listening. 

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Often things are beyond understanding. Why should simple things complicate? Why should there be instances when you are held together with people you don't want to represent?

Why should people suspect ulterior motives when there aren't any? Why should you land up defending yourself when it's not your fault? 

Bah. The list is endless - I don't feel like going on. Every time life brings you back to this square - where are you really headed? Maybe some people are destined to get things the hard way. 

Sometimes one feels that it's rather better to go far away from all this than to adjust with people who are okay if you die under their nose.